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Fri, Dec. 29th, 2006 09:38 pm
It's the least wonderful time of the year

There are several times of the year that I'm not exactly fond of - but by far the worst is New Year's Eve. I never have anywhere to go, I never have anyone to kiss, and it just feels like a harbinger of another year of impending doom and depression. It's really not the wonderful, fabulous, celebratory gift that everyone else seems to get. I know I must be missing something - it's my natural curmudgeonly nature I'm sure, but Shim Cities aside, I can't actually remember a decent New Year's Eve. All my hopes for New Year's Eve, however small, never amount to anything - they never come to fruition, and yes, it's most likely my own fault but really, nothing makes me feel more desperate, depressed, alone and empty than New Year's Eve.

This year is no exception. I'm alone, depressed, and have no-where to go this year. I didn't get what I really wanted for Christmas - and it doesn't look like I'll have it for New Year either, and I think I'm just gonna aim for bed before midnight.

Happy New Year folks, better get that in now, I'm not likely to be around to say it come midnight Sunday...

Current Mood: discontent discontent

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mybrokennight
mybrokennight
Circley Square, Squarely Circle
Fri, Dec. 29th, 2006 10:21 pm (UTC)

*hugs*


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vampwillow
vampwillow
Big girl on the outside; little girl on the inside
Fri, Dec. 29th, 2006 10:39 pm (UTC)

{{more hugs}}

Yeah, I used to have a *lot* of problems with the whole NYE thing (btdtgtts) and have had many NYEs with being at home alone, having a drink then bed begore midnight trying to ignore the rest of the world making noises outside. There have since been (some) good ones though, and although I've no idea if this one will be survivable for me either, I hope we both find someone intrested in us that is worth our being interested in them in the coming year ...


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_evening_rain_
_evening_rain_
säde
Sat, Dec. 30th, 2006 12:21 pm (UTC)

I'm sorry you have such a bad exeprience with New Year's Eve. :( My NYEs have historically sucked as well, until Jamie and I got together. Never any plans, or very tentative ones that didn't really pan out, always trying to make something out of it but the fact was I had no social life (being under 18 for some of those awkward years didn't help either). :p I think the pressure to do something special ruins the night for a lot of people....NYE 1999 being especially ridiculous. As Moz says "I can smile about it know but at the time it was terrible".

*hugs* Happy 2007, anyhow. :) I hope this time next year you have a reason to look forward to NYE.


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somedisco
somedisco
Sat, Dec. 30th, 2006 03:36 pm (UTC)

*hugs*

it can't be your fault, not when you're as lovely a person as you are.

i'll drop you a line in the new year about my mate sorting out the cheap Les Mis tickets, yeah?

:)
P.S.
FWIW, i think i'll be joining you on NYE.


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nokiame
nokiame
nokiame
Fri, Feb. 2nd, 2007 04:43 pm (UTC)
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So where are you? Miss hearing from you.

I hope all is well.


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in_translation
in_translation
Bronwyn
Fri, Feb. 9th, 2007 04:47 am (UTC)

Well, 2007 has sucked anyway. The bastard didn't really deserve a good welcome. Miss you, love you, call me soon.


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